The emotional sober me has taken control of my body again and is making fun of my emotional blind side. Knowing how my ex was, is and will always be a sex craving psychopath and I failed to see that XD aahhh oh well. Shit happens.
I have no clue whats gonna happen this spring break! Idk what I am gonna get to film :S freaking the fuck out!!fjdks;fljslfjaslf
Knowing that theres a handful of people that can literally destroy my life …. but I can also destroy the life of others with the click of a button …. Crazy how life is. Buttons everywhere.
And here I thought you didn’t give a flying fuck about me. Sorry :S
Just wow about that last post. Hatred is getting the fucking best of me. I will never be the person I want to be if I cant learn to just walk away from EVERYTHING even if it hurts me. I just don’t know how to cope with a situation like this.